hopeless

today, most of the papers were distributed and the results were .. disappointing :(
but what to do? the exams have end . sigh .
and and this is about you . the more i see you, the more i feel hopeless . there's no way you could even recognize me .. i think even until 2012 or dooms day, you will never even .. realize . ha-ha. i'm not as pretty as them , not as brainy as them . sigh

arghhh i really don't know what to do

fingers crossed xx