nostalgy

these picts were taken a whileee ago and even until now, i don't know why i still smirk when i see these .. our face expression .. lol

you da one

sorry for the lack of post ><
plus, this post is kinda ... random

22nd
report card distribution day! my marks were kinda .. pathetic. went to popo's house to pray and guess what? my cousins (and of course their whole big fam) are planning to move to gian's current house which is soooo near to mine! even my popo will move there too ! :D me, my sis, my bro, icha , hani and even veli (and her nurse) went to domino's pizza and we chit chated quite a lot. hani and icha were so ridiculously funny in the car lol
p.s. happy belated mother's day :)

24th reunion and christmas eve
went to cp with my friends (sheila, catoz, dennise, demmas, anderson, irvan, kelvin, kashish and rudy <kelvin and adrian's friend>) . finally i could hang with denniseeee *hyped . we chit chat-ed and joked quite a lot. too bad crystal and adrian were absent. cp was madly crowded at that day, it was like a fish market .. really :/

25th merry christmas!
went to TA with my big fam . the youngsters ate at fish n co while the elders ate at shabu tei. we ate a looooot. then we went to popo's house and had dinner together again . good day :)

26th
nothing much .. spent the whole day reading and reading as usual . me, mom n sis went to carefour in the evening to shop some stuffs

27th
HAPPY BIRTHDAY (again) CRYSTAL ! :*

today
spent the whole day reading mangas. i'm currently obssesed with watashi ni xx shinasai and stardust wink <3 shoujo manga lovers, i highly recommend these mangas! they're soo addictive to read and their story plot is quite .. different and unusual. (the 1st and last - stardust wink, 2nd and 3rd - watashi ni xx shinasai)

watched junior masterchef too .. matt moran's mango cheesecake in my mind ..

i want these

have you ever imagine having your room hot chocolate scented the whole day, or even cookies and cupcakes? i don't know why i've been drooling over these candles .. people living in the states must have known these scented candles and since its winter there (most of the part), such candles are very popular in cold days. too bad i'm living in indonesia and i don't think they can be found here :(

so yea .. prepare your imaginations of having these in your home. and fyi, they're from bath and body works

found this video in youtube on how to make homemade candles. the problem is, (once again) i don't think the ingredients can be found easily here ..

i think QueenBeauty 's vids are .. amazing. i've watched some of her DIY videos and i think that she's .... smart and creative. from the vid above, she's soooo precise about the temperature and the decoration of the candles are cute. i recommend you guys to watch her DIY on how to make our own glitter polish.

p.s. i can't wait for the 30th to come :)

life's a tango mango

the girls of the current level 11 :) this was taken during the class party
my pose is kinda awkward here though .. errr

 disclaimer : this post might be a bit .. storybook and novelish . plus random

exams are officialy over , gosh  .. finally . there has been a lot of happenings these days and things are fluctuating like a never-ending wave. this morning, i went to school to see my marks with novita, sheila , ricco and nib . i don't get it why i can only get good marks at things which people think not really important (not unimportant) .. one of my friend told me that i got good in a subject that people think is hard . but but but i feel like i can't get good in subjects that people think are easy .. my physics' paper 2 is really disappointing . in the other hand, i got pretty good in the subjects that i expect to get low . how can that happen? err .. two teachers told me that actually i am capable to get better marks if only i gain more confident. but how ? :(

okay imma talk about something else better

 went to novita's today with sheila . we talked a loooot and read pretty little liars . i lend them my book and they liked it too! yea pretty little liars is very addicting :) novita fed us (huh? fed? haha) with some vegetarian noodle made up of fake meat, which is called mieyam (novita's short version of mie ayam) . the noodle is sooooo good. even my brother likes it too :D

on tueday, went to sency with sheila to hunt some presents ;) (actually i wanted to go to my friend's farewell but my parents didn't allow me to go out at above 6 o'clock --") anyways, if u know pancious, u have to try the salmon pesto pasta from there! its a new dish and its soooo good . before going home, met kelvin, demmas, irvan and kasish for a while. they were soo ridiculous. actually they got lost .. and they bbmed, called and texted me ridicuously to ask me how to reach sency from gi. lol. irvan told me that he passed the tunnel near shangrila hotel for more than 5 times! bloody funny

i've been baking these days too .. i don't know why whenever i get bored, i will always run to the kitchen and start my experiment. i'm sorry for the poor quality picts , i used my bb camera :/

i know they don't look that good compared to georgetown cupcakes (duhh obviously). the green frosting looks somewhat like a poo .. gave some to my cousins and they liked it :D

my bro got this cute cup during the pre-christmas present exchange at his school. the word written in that cup does not match my bro at all :p *just kidding! but its somewhat true though

my current playlist

this song has addicting beat ..



i don't know why i like this song .. haha



He needs somebody to hold to
His love is strong and so true
His arrows aiming for you
And he's the one that you were born to love

sweet lyrics :)





actually i found this song randomly about two months ago across the net .. can't believe that this sing is going to be a single 0_0

and lastly, there are some good news ..

which are ..

unfortunately can't be written here :p
p.s. i'm happy for you guys! i hope you know who you are~

How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

p.s. 1 more test to go. time flies

wishlist

naked palette



naked2 palette


*drools

late night study

look how messy my table is ..

yam cake to accompany my late night study

i know its kinda ridiculous but i don't know why my brain is currently running properly at night. plus, someone accompanied my studying :p really .. its really rare for me to study at sunday night

wish me luck for monday's maths test! (fyi i'm having a bet with one of my friend in maths)

p.s. this post is so ....... random

why do you like me?

"Why should I have a reason for whom I like ? I like you, just the way you are"


simple, yet sweet :)

im sorry for the lack of post ppl :s . i've been really really busy these days and i have just recovered too . i'm currently addicted to reborn too! thanks to ricco ;) haha. i'll be posting something after my exams are over :D

happy birthday winson ! (part 1)

celebrated wins' birthday with my dad's family in yoshi something at gran melia hotel. it was a japanese restaurant .. my dad said that the restaurant is still somewhat new, thats why there were less people there. i know it's pretty useless , but i took every pict of the food that i took . i don't know why lately i lovee to take picts of different foods. and pardon me for the bad quality picts as i used my bb camera .. forgot to bring slr :/

the yummy tempuras :9

the yakitori and chicken teriyaki were good

<3 <3

took some tempuras again .. only a shrimp and a carrot though

took these lobsters again ..

chocolate lava cake with ogura ice cream . yumm !

matcha and vanilla ice cream

we were all busy doing something lol

i love pinching my brother's cheek! he's so chubby :p

so once again , happy birthday bro!

..

wins' birthday story is not over yet .. gonna celebrate his birthday again next week in kempinski with my mom's family . can't wait! :)

p.s. i've been eating like a pug these days .errrrr ..

just my random experiment

the first 4 picts are choco cupcakes and the other ones are macaroons. failed in making macaroons , again

my current playlist

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i love this song . one of the best song of coldplay :)



the dance moves are just flawless





addictive song ..

vulnerable

Test has finally over but unfortunately, had anxiety attack today and it was just sooo torturing :( my hands were shaking like anything, my heart was boom-booming like the speed of light (huh?) And lastly , my mind stopped thinking. Ironically, that happened from the beginning of the test ( I mean once I see the paper) and it went till the end. I saw my friends were serious in doing their own work while me .. :(

When the test ended, I dragged sheila out of the class then I pathetically cried. I cried at the tk hall where nobody was there. Then novita passed by and asked what was wrong with me. We headed back to our class so that I could use novita's bb to text my mom that I won't be going home till 3. Unfortunately, as I reached the class, demmas was there. Never ever a guy sees me crying. That was just a shame. I tried to hide myself but it didn't work. Then ms esther came out of nowhere. Since novita and me were sitting in a corner (well, actually to hide her phone) , ms esther was like "handphone yaaaaa?". But then my sad face saved novita's handphone. At the same time, sr uday came and asked what happened. Then I was asked to rewrite the test. I said bo of course cause my mind was still somewhat blank. But then ms natasha asked me to have the test soo .. I did the test again. It was much better than the first one though at the beginning, the anxiety was still present. Then I thanked ms natasha, mr uday and ms esther for letting me to have a retest.

Ms esther told me " you're lucky to have friends like them. If sheila didn't tell us, we will never know about this" . Aaaa thank you sheila,novita! And demmas to for .. Idk. Whatever. Haha

As I reached home , called my mom and I tell her about that, she said that maybe its due to low blood pressure . Mom, seriously? I can't relate anxiety with that. Then mom asked me and my sis to picked her up at popo's house to go to salon! Then we all cream-bath-ing . Thanks mom!

I know this kind of anxiety thing is just soooooo stupid. But seriously, it was scary

just a reminder

i know its super late to post this .. but yeaa . the farwell party was held at jw mariott hotel and it was soo crowded there . uncountable people celebrated birthdays there. the food was very good . i ate a lot as usual . hehe
dear dennise
you've become one of my best friend since the middle of 9th grade (i think). i'm so sorry if i've ever treated you horribly :( aaa so many things to say . but i can't say it here. i mis you heree :(

i love this one hihihihihi :D

me and ci lisda

i wasn't ready in this pic :(

crystal is cute here , dennise is OMGish , me ... blehhh

well actually , before i went to dennise's party , i went to four seasons hotel first to check in .. yeaa at that day i stayed in that hotel with my fam . the hotel was good. the breakfast (y) . on sunday , went to the singapore edu fair at that hotel then headed to gi . ate a lot at grand duck king . gained 2kgs . blah

last saturday ..
went to catoz's sweet 17 at geduung mandiri . the place was good . had tons of fun . kasish was insanely funny . he called an ocha as "es teh manis" , rempeyek as "nachos" . we laughed a lot .. hehe . demmas ate 10 ++ plates of beef something and about 5/6 bowls of miso soup . he's insane

sorry for no picts :(



p.s. dear friend(s) , cheer up ! accidents , heartbreak , unpredictable things happen in life. i know it sucks and doesn't feel good . but there are times where you will smile again for sure :)

sorry if my speech-look-a-like failed