hopeless but sure

I used to hate you
But now I love you
So like a rose
But when you kiss me I wanna slap you
But sorry it's lost
The feeling is lost
I chew my nails down
I look at the ground
I am pissed
I am shy
Cause you threw me in a blender
I am hot
I am cold
Do you wanna get to know me
Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
Do you wanna get to touch me
Cause now my ex is officially dead
I don't lalalala like you
I lalalala love you
I used to hahaha hate you
And now I really ______ love you



zz this comp is soososooso stupidddddddddddddd . always DC
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gonna celebrate wins bday at sency today n 2moro at shangrila hotell
. yeyy . me so happy
chat(ed) wiff crystal , irvan and handy yesterday . it was so much fun!! we talked about a - z

watched "mshkah kau mencintaiku?" yesterday. it was damndamn hothot. heheheheh.
ttg suami krng ajr ama istri . msa pk istri for the medium of business. wad the hell . (moga" suami future gue gag ky gt de , ahahahah). istri na mpe nangis" , kt na sii d siksa ma suami . ank na jg mpe kna penyakid klamin !! GILA YAA. tegaa bnrr. gw th ud pgn jotos abis"n si suamii. wkkwk. my mom was like "ud laaa!! cerai aj napa sii!!" haaha. kasian bgt istri na . trs ada th y tmn na si suami. bacod abis. mpe" jury na blg " kmu itu th cm tmn !! BKN KLUARGA !! jd kmu gag tw ap yg sbnrna" wuihh. me stjuu bgt. AKHRNA .. ceraii dee. istri uda ga tahan. awal" na si suami keras kpala ga mo ngaku dy sala. akhrna pas d cerai in br sdr. CPD!! slh ndriii. akhrna ky mohon" gaje gt de.
but he deserves it anyway :)

MAKANAAAAA .. sayangii kekasih muu :D
hwhw~

oia kmrn d skull ada mr mrs univ loh !! keren bgt. ada artis lg . kewl

OIA (agen) me want to say this

plng bnci gw ma org yg sk nge gudge org tp ga liad dri ndri na lbi parah dr pd org yg d gudge. ngaca dong lu !!

to = yg mrasa aj yaa . me ga mention name. lg pla gag tw mo refer k sp :p

g2gg2g2gg2g2g


p.s
HAPPY HALLOWEEN :D

The Fame ost .

FAME

omg omg omg i dunno why i really want to watch this movie !! it's like step up 2 . albert said that this movie is sooo good xD . wananannananananwananna watch it

the soundtrack is good too anyways :)

and here is the link

you can download it heree ~

Naturi Naughton - Fame

Taylor Momsen songs <3

This is it !!
the pretty reckless !! luph it ~ it taylor momsen's band
here's the link
enjoyyyy :D

The Pretty Reckless - Zombie

it's their 1st single
those who loves noisy song , maybe u'll like this song . but those who dislike noisy thgy .. better nawt to hear this .. hahahha

lalala~

aloha ono ~
(nii lg isenk ajah) :D . hehe. right now , i;m waiting to install adobe photoshop CS something" . urghhhh it takes yearsssssssss... zz
went to coaching from 3 to 4. only me, dnise, dila, richard , kasish , anderson who attended the class . it was funny as usual . ms Esther said, " where is that maddam ? she's the one who kept on asking me about the coaching." .. we were laughing sososoossoso hard !! ahahahahahhaha. dnise is super duper late . then .. after 30 mins , she finally came !! me and adila laughed sososoo .. ahahahhahahahahhahahahhahah. she's DAMN SEXY !! she wore hot pants n a "cheer u up" shirt. ms esther was shocked to see the maddam . the boys were closing their faces with their books. ahahhahahhaha. ahhahahahahhahahah WKAKAKKWKAKAKWKAWAKWOAWKOAKWOAKWOAKWOAKWOAKOKWOKWOKW!!
Lam didn't came today .. i think if he come the class is going to be funnier when he sees dnise ... hahhahahaha. ms esther told her nawt to wear short pants anymore .. i wore it but ms said it's ok.. ahahahhahah
btw , do you know the pretty reckless? it's taylor momsen's band . try to hear her "Zombie" !! it's sooo good. i'll give u the link by this friday .
this weekend , my bro is going to celebrate his party. mom has ordered a b'day cake made of cupcakes n it is 60 cm height . omigosheyy..
g2g2g2g2gg2g
thaa ~

fun fun :D

hellow all ~

lalalala
me . so . happy xD

yesterday i went (at 2 something something) to gading with my cousins to watch Cloudy With a Chance of MeatBalls
we watched the 3D one . it's really funny . haha . it's all about the rainy food thingy . wkakakka
i think the character is really similar as my friend , Richard . wkakakak.

u have to watch it !! really worthed :)

bought two comics. lalala. eat n walk n eat n walk
n agaiiin n againn
till (in the night about 7) my auntie n uncle came to pick us up (but 1 car won't enough!! min 2 cars . hahahah). but some of us still don't want to go home , so we had a walk to la piazza n it was ahh mazing!! halloween everywhereeee!! luph it . there was a ghost house too. wanna get in there but it's too crowded . wkwkwkwk. took some picts (but in these pictures , ci bet didn't want to be theeeeeeeree , she's too shy, but sosososooso funny :p)

niii smua na ngumpul .. tp ci bet gag mauu ftoo . huhu . krng rame ya . musti na smua 22 sodara ngumpul :D

mee , hanie , wen and three "ga jelas" ghost



ko" in action !! mee yg ftoin :D

lalalala ~
finally , we went home at 10 . ahahahhaa. from 2 to 10 . nicee . it's nice to walk with you guys :)
i really can't wait for december . my mom told me that all 4 big fams want to stay at my apt at spore. hahahhahahahaha. i could hardly imagine what would it be . i know that i won't sleep there ! we will talk chit chat chut chot all the nitezz ~ wkwkwkkwk.

g2g
wanna play audiii
thaaa ~

:D :D

it's still 7. 37 A.M. right now , i've edited my blog .. lalalala~ anyways , i've done reading Cactus' Secret . nicee :D . thanks Crystalllll u said that the comic story is similar as your true life ... hahahah

AHAHAHHAHA

VERYY FUNNYY . HAHAAHHAHA

td kn gw ma ndre n hani ge main audii n cnda" gt de.
ttg coaching . ndre ma idn jg coaching loh trnyataa !!

gni nii

kasis = ms , is caesar fainted beacuse of the smelly shoes ?
ms = ANY SENSE !!
kasis = ??
ms = DO U THINK THEY HAVE ADIDAS N NIKEY SHOES AT THOSE DAYS ?

(dgn nada yg amat kocak)

the rest of the coaching studentss = HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAH

goblog .

n again ..

kn kasis ketauan bli sprite

ms = kasis !! i told u not to buy it !!
kasis = don't worry mis .. just 1 can per day !
ms = WHAT ? any sense ?????? ur stomach is fat already ! i don't want to know u have to reduce 2cm per week (or something)


AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAH



during the class ..

kn kt ge ngerjain tth writer's effect

trs ada yg nama na DJ FATBOY SLIM ato apaa gt . HAHHAHAHAH . then the techer said , " OMG what name is this , imagine kasish gets thinner "

9A = HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA


omg
WKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAAKKAKAKAKKWAKKAKAWAKAWKAWKWKKAKAKAKAKAKAK
WKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAAKKAKAKAKKWAKKAKAWAKAWKAWKWKKAKAKAKAKAKAK

i can't stop laughing !!!!!
hahahahha . even ndre too , he can't stop laughing either . hahahahhah

my teacher is sososooso funny, isn't she ? :D

peace mss .. ahhahaha

when love takes over

hey all it's wii signing in !!
hahahah. finally , tests are over . lalala~
i don't know why i'm sosososo happy today mann !! hahaha

my reputation as a cupid came againn . my friend asked me to help him to get her . hehe . don't worry !! CryCupid heree .. hahaha.

today many ppl tell their story boud LOVEE <3
they a all broken hearted anyways .. :( .. be patient guys !!

btw
thx for crytsal for the comiccs!!! cactus' secret is nice :D .. i've read lovely days #6 n the ending is nawt really what i wanted . too plainny . hmm. but it's a happy ending anyways

well g2g ..
wanna play audiii again :D
toodless ~
wii signing ophh

..

my blog is under construction ~

TRAUMAAAA

youuu all don't u ever play with chairs .. my sis n bro keep on playing with it .. DON'T YOU EVER PLAYYYY
i'm phobia with it already .. trauma i guess . really" dangerous. while i was still 5 years old. i was playing with a chair like an idiot (hahahahah) , then suddenly i fell n my chin was bleeding like hell . i cried , i shouted , the blood poured . it was damn so hurt . till now i still can't forget that incident ==a

btw
i really can't wait for 26 dec ! :D
it's going to be my big big day..
still months to go .. urgh.

sjfbakjfshkajfhlashfkjahfkajhfkjahfkjhakfjh duno

hey all ..

actually I'm supposed to study right now but I'm too lazy for it . ahahahha.
my computer is extremely slow and always DC . URGHHH. how annoying .. i was upset in the afternoon but i'm awkay now .. i just don't want my friends to be sad .. i sacrifice everything to make my friends happy . as long as they r happy , i'm happy as well :)

i think i know why my comp is sohhh slow . i am downloading miley's album right now . hahahha. Time of Our Lives EP. it's a mini album .. but the songs r great ~
the songs i'm listening these days are

Beyonce - Broken Hearted Girl ( a very sad song ! but i luph it !)

" ..You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day .."

luph that part ><

Whitney Houston - Billion Dollar Bill (her voice is ahh-mazing)

Paramore - Ignorance

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same, we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
The friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

nicece :D

- Brick by Boring Brick

Miley Cyrus - Party in The USA

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone (a very sad song too , but it's nice )

HUAHAHAHAH

my bro bnr" dah nakal bgt .. ngakak gw. td mba gw ngelapor k gw ktna ade gw ngatain dy gito gigi na trs nangis de mba gw. hahahahahhahahhahhaah. pdhl wins jg ga kaalaaa gitoo . wkwkkwkwk

sooo happy xD

OMG OMG !!
i am sooo sooo happy ~ don't know why .. wkwk. yesterday called with kelvin, handy, and emo for hours . my ears felt like bursting. hahaha. bit i felt happy that they trust me n tell this that blahh blah .. haha
this morning i was playin my guitar and suddenly my brain was flowing with paramore's ignorance. luph that song soo much ! then my fingers moved n played the chords ! i didn't see tha chords from the net . i found it all by myself .. sosososoososo happy x) .. lalala ~
this is the link for the song for those who don't even know the song .. it's actually a rock heart breaker song .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJHBi43pzyM

i'm really waiting for their latest album ! but the album hasn't being sell here at indo . huhu

paramore - brand new eyes

btw , my cousin is having a revenge for her friend. and i'm a part of that conspiracy too .. hahahaha


chauu ~

never gonna change .

yoyo all :D
long time no blogging ..
hahah
today i hav a geo test. nawt really hard . but ..but .. i never get good marks at geo . huhu

today was freakin' shocking ! during the eng lit period , ms Eshter asked the coaching studenys to stand up , i was really scared , i thought that she's going to shout at us .. but unfortunatelly .. she was telling us how upset she is :( .. lotsa people gossip about the coaching students . many students thought that coaching students get secret paper thgy ! goshhh ! can't believe that .. i was really upset too at first . cuz i heard that ppl thought i was cheating T______T
No way ! i never everrr cheat . i was sooooso sad cuz i've work really hard but ppl said that i was cheating. this weekly test most of the coaching students got good marks cuz they really work hard ! (excpt some .. hahaha)

blahh blahh .
dun care what they said . u should really work hard to get good marks =p.

btw.. still hate that kacah mata kuda. hahahha. she made my friend cried .. HUH~
haww daree

we celebrated depavali thgy today . lots of ppl dancing. the alisha n alisha group was ahhh-mazing. hahahha

right naw i'm w8ing for da audition patch thgy ,, soooh longgg. zz
i'm playing cafe world rite naw .it's a good game . try it :)

btw ,, i'm "MY SWEET KAICHO" big fan now .. luph that comic sooo much !! the guy is sohhh purr fect n sohhh HOT !! sosososooso hooott .. xD. wish i could have like that somedayy :D :D :D