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friend zone

This morning, out of nowhere, my brother told me ,"ci, i know you're in a friend zone mode with asjdhaksh , asdhkashd , dkjfdjhgdkf". I was like what on earth are you talking about. Yes, i know its mega lame for not knowing what's the meaning of these two freaking words ha-ha-haha, friend zone. I was about to youtube about it, then this video popped out in my subscription thing. I think i'm really fated to now this...Whether you have experienced it nor not or have known whats friend zone, do watch this video!



When i was watching this vid, these words keeps on thinking "what?! no way, its true!!!". When the guy said "when girls reject and say something on lets just be friends , the guy will think that he still has hope". Honestly, when you girls/guys experience this kind of thing, what are the other words you say beside these? :s  For me personally, i just don't want to lose a friend because of this. They also said that when someone is rejected, they will be motivated to be a better person, something like "you'll regret for rejecting me" kind of thing.  Man, this is beyond true. Don't you think?

Watch this too btw!



Being in a friend zone is the most awkward thing ever. Well, for me at least. It sucks to be in that position. A little bit of  fyi thing, I find its a natural thing for the person in the friend zone to avoid the another. People suggest you not to avoid because it will hurt the other party (you know what i mean right? ><), but frankly, me and one of my friend think that its an impossible thing to do that, for us at least. Its a natural thing okay to be in an avoidance mode. And lastly, it will be even worst if the main character involving in this friend zone is actually your best friend

I'm just saying :)

SOOOOOOOOO true! This always happen

Disclaimer : This post is kinda .. personal. If you (yes, you) are offended, IF, i don't mean to offend you or anything like that. I'm just writing what i wanna write, okay? ;)

all pictures are from weheartit

yolo-ish weekend

I could say that last weekend was one of the best weekends i have in my current poly holiday. A friend's birthday, family brunch plus my favourite thing ever .. experimenting in the kitchen on how to bake taiwanese belgian waffle which is super good. If you live in indonesia, you would probably have known the bubble tea trend across and yea, we tried making it too and it was quite interesting :D

Honestly, this freaking day was started by some sort of a mini disatisfaction. Yes, my semesterial result was released and it was kind of a .. disbelief. The result was like the reversal of my expectation. The ones which i think will get okay turned out to be bleh and the opposite. This might seem like an exaggeration but.. there was one particular day which i didn't sleep at all due to the finals and it was the worse thing ever! Lessons learned lol. Its better to have enough sleep though you study less rather than overly studying and being a total zombie. Seriously. But there's nothing i can do other than working my ass off harder next term :)

K, back to the point. Imma start off with meriell's birthday which was held at pisa cafe last saturday. Meriell if you're reading this, thank you for inviting! Had a great time that day :D

super dark picture ._.

withthe birthday girl <3

okay.. the next 4 pictures are going to be cam-whoring pict of me with sheila and dennise .. lol

actually ricco took lots of random candid picts.. but i upload only this :p

photographer of the day

with erika <3

<3 <3

with carolyn :D

happy face of dennise

 

with my ex-classmate. minus a lot of people though ><

with additional malvin :p

 and next .. the brunch at one of my favourite japanese restarant which is keyaki and the waffle experiment :D

sukiyaki :9

:9

saladd *_*

the pearl ..

dad and auntie accidentaly posing

the dough was coated with sugar before it is baked in the machine. wkwk

caramel green tea waffle and cheese waffle. super good!

the original flavour-ed ones

xx

Get Your Freak On- 15 Questions TAG

Soo .. there's this tag which has been going around in youtube ages ago and as i don't really make videos .. so imma just do this tag in a written form. Don't judge me, i don't even know where this mood of doing this tag came from, but i'll just do it anyways cuz i think it's .. fun.

p.s. Crystal, i tag you :D

#1. What's a nickname only your family calls you?

I don't know why, some of my family member always call me as "widi" instead of "willdy" and the smaller kids call me "ci didi (dee-dee)" LOL i don't even know why.

#2. What's a weird habit of yours?

I have this habit of not being tolerance to hunger. :<

#3. Do you have any weird phobias?

If you guys know me, i freaking has this phobia to .. cockroaches. They're the most disgusting thing ever. I still remember, there was this blue colour-ed cockroach appeared in the bathtub of my rent place .. even my roomies freaked out too. It was hard to say goodbye to it and even worst .. it was able to fly. eeeek ><

#4. What's a song you secretly LOVE to blast && belt out when you're alone?

Lately, i've been loving "iron" by calvin harris and "guns and horses" by ellie gouilding. And oh! i've been listening to Muse too!

#5. What's one of your biggest pet peeves?

Ouwww this is going to be long *ehem.

- I don't like having highly unbearably unhygenic people around me. Well, i'm not saying that i'm highly hygenic. But when you live away from you comfort zone, i mean like not having people to help you to tidy up your stuffs, i don't like it when people are less considerate about this thing and jusrt do whatever they wish .. bleh

- Some guys tend to treat girls like shit. I don't like it when guys ask something (materials especially) from girls. I dislike guys who bash girls and being super childish. I rarely meet this kind of guy though .. until one day .. ckck. Girls, stay away from those kind of guys okayy? ;)

- I hate two-faced people *who doesn't? duh

- When people who always act innocent while knowing that certain thing, i feel like smashing their face -.-

- Liars. I just can't stand them

#6. What's one of your nervous habits?

When i'm nervous, i tend to talk less i guess?

#7. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

Ummmmmmmm .. left side? idk. I think it can be anything as long as the position is comfortable for me

#8. What was your first stuffed animal & it's name?

While i was a little kid, i had this pillow looking doll, which i named "Ali" . LOL

#9. What's the drink you ALWAYS order at starbucks?

Definitely grean tea latte! I'm not a fond of coffee ><

#10. What's the beauty rule you preach.. but never ACTUALLY practice?

ummmmmmmmmmm idk :s

#11. Which way do you face in the shower?

Towards the shower thingy?

#12. Do you have any 'weird' body 'skills'?

I don't think so ><

#13. What's your favorite 'comfort food'/food thats 'bad' but you love to eat it anyways?

Pizza ................. T_T i just love pizzas and fried food too.

#14. What's a phrase or exclamation you always say?

"What the *&^%$!@ (can be anything okayy, so it's not always those words)" and "omg"

#15. Time to sleep- what are you ACTUALLY wearing?

Pjamas! :D

mr&miss universal 2013 + dennise's new crib

Well, i guess the third month of the year was started by a some sort of magical event (according to ms esther, this is a magical blablbalbla). It has been two years since my turn on attending such event and .. I'm not being cheesy or whatever but it somewhat reminds me of those times .. waking up freaking early for makeup, hours of hectic practice with heels, costume hunting, etc etc. Universal school never change, seriously. The winners were kinda unexpected, but still, for those winners who read this post, i congratulate you kayy :)

And lastly, i gotta say that this year's show organizing kind of thing is kinda .. weird, particularly for the opening part. Pardon me. But i'm just saying kayy ;) As you guys can see from the pictures below, the contestants had some introductory kind of thing in the school's lobby which is ridiculously .. hot. Well, we live in a tropical country ._. But the rest of it, i think it was well planned and the dresses worn by the contestants were simply stunning. I also like the part where the guys have to pose and some of the contestant's pose .. LOL *if you watched the show you know what i mean ;)

p.s. my english has been really poor ;_; i don't even know why, and pardon me for being less wordy in the recent posts

reunite with the nurse from our school's clinic! when i was still having my school days here, this clinic is a place which i always visit everyday .. for no reason. slacking perhaps? :p

sheila looks like a total barbie here. loving her hot pink heels!

the guys were on their way to open the show in the school's lobby ..

CRYSTAAAAAL! this is for you. since you have requested me to take picture of your sista :p

with dennise and unexpectedly, dennis AP!

the female contestants .. *i don't know why i didn't take pict for the guys ><

with my ex-classmates! <3

nobichi, barbie sheila and me!

i was about to be harem, but dennise suddenly appeared ....

my face x_x

with mr. universal!

ehemmm ..

with erwin and adit!

meriell is looking super pretty here <3

right after the show, we dropped by dennise's new homey at springhill. her interior design is super nice 0.0 ..

okay......cam-whore-ing us

love her living room!

the proud house owner ..

from the bar ..

all in all, i'm feeling good for march since the month started pretty nicely . Hey march, you better be good to me.

:)