friends

 

first of all sorry for the superbad quality pictures . i used my ipod (no offense but their camera kinda sucks)

friends o friends , i can't believe that me and my friends will be seperated soon :(

i'm going to miss them for sure

crazy trending topic these days

LOL much?

not over yet

it's been a while since my last post. finally! 2 weeks left till the end of IGCSE . there has been soo many happenings these days, mostly challenging ones, but i managed through it though :)

2 days ago, my eldest cousin celebrated his shop's first anniversary . it was a blast !

p.s. not even in a photo includes me . my dad did not understand to use my bro's camera . haiyaa
p.p.s. i talked a bit with my koko's gf . its soo nice to know them :)

anyways, me and my cousins talked a lot about justin bieber's scary song . there has been a rumour that when you rewind the song , you will hear some message ...

wanna try ? xx

p.s. happy bday to my sister GBU :)

cuppycake days

i'm finally cured people ! FINALLY . tommorow will be my last day drinking medicine , which means by the day after tommorow , i'll be fully healthy again . fingers crossed i hope by that day, my dumb school will allow me to meet my friends

i know its a bit late, but happy mothers day , mom :) ily

and i'll be having my first language english IGCSE tommorow .. i think i'm too relaxed .. lol . wish me luck for my IGCSE exams :) and i don't know why i'm really really hoping that Cambridge will consider my sickness (huh?) so that they will tolerate my answers .. hehe . i made some stupid mistakes in my maths paper 2 . i was having a bad flu .. my nose was running like anything . sir Sampath took my tissue too (because of the cover .. tweety , tazmania , etc lol) . can you imagine how hard i tried to concentrate ? moreover, in the middle of the test , sir sampath offered me some cookies and coffee ! OMGGG .

and big thanks for crystal too . thank youu for that post in your blog :')

last but not least , i'm currently obssesed with cupcakes .. haha . if you love cupcakes like i do , better watch DC Cupcakes in Star World every Sunday at 8.30 ;)

scroll bellow for some of the cupcakes from Georgetown Cupcake
warning ! better prepare some tissues before seeing them cuz your saliva may fall ;)
p.s.  i want to try them soooooooooo badly :(

the colour .. omg

i like this colour of the frosting too

this looks yummy . ngeeehh

the fondant is sooo cutee

i should've give this to my mom .. LOL

this red velvet is one of the signature cupcake of the shop . i'va watched some in the series and the cupcake is really red in colour 0.0

i love vanilla flavour arghh wanna try this too :(

p.p.s. i miss my friends soo much :(

p.p.p.s. i miss youu :(

p.p.p.p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR COUSIN , GIAN !! GBU :D

p.p.p.p.p.s. today jason and gian came over to my house and they quite entertained me ;)

xx

emotionally abused

the graduation thing has done and i'm the only one who has not feel the moment , i haven't recieve my certeficate .. my marks are unworthy though .
some hours ago, i was crying again . oh man . i've tried sooooooooo hard not to cry but in the end .. its always like that ..

It's been a while since my last post .. I'm currently writing this post via my ipad cause if i use my computer, my sister and brother may get the virus too

Ngehhh

I've been having lots of tough challenges this week . I got chicken pox . And guess what? Tommorow is my graduation .. This sucks man :( i was crying from the morning , even i'm still crying now too. I've always tried to be strong but this time, maaan this is just too saad :( at first i decided to make a record to make no cries in this year .. But in this week, i've cried three times . I know its really really lame, but i just can't stand this sadness

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

I think this is going to be a veryy long post
Pardon me before for getting too emotional .. Haha

Why should i get chicken pox at this kind of time? WHYYYYYYYYY!? Graduation is going to be my moment in life, which occurs once only. Well, there will be more graduation ahead but STILL. This graduation is different, the school, the atmosphere , teachers (ha, not all though) , and FRIENDS :'( omggg i miss them very veryyy muchh :"(. Actually this week is supposed to be my last high school week but due to this lame-asshole chicken pox , ... Arghhh.

I've been only in my room too. I can't go out (except to the toilet) and could you imagine, me staying in this freaking room ALONE for 5 days?? I feel so desperately isolated. I can't meet with people except my mom , my 2 mbas and granny . I have not meet my brother and sister for 5 days :'( they're sometimes annoying but i miss them now .

Actually in the beginning, my mom told me that there may be still a chance of me attending the graduation . Hearing that, i was highly motivated to get cured . I've done EVERYTHING . I drink all the freaking medicines , the super disgusting alang alang water, a galon of guava papaya juice everyday (well this one is pretty good actually), even the thickest coconut water (not the usual sweet one) . I have avoid eating unhealthy foods, i eat porridge everyday :"( . For the snacks, i can only eat small cakes and jelly.:"(

Then this morning, i think i've mentioned befor about myself crying. Ms Natasha called me today and told me that i should not come to the graduation. If you were me, how will you feel? Is it normal to cry about it? Even my mom cried too while she looked at me crying hopelessly. Never in my life i've cried like this before. Hearing what ms natasha's words made me even sicker, hopeless, dreamless .. She said i can't do anything about it . Sigh

What else can i do now? I can't do anything . I can't meet people too . Can you imagine how it feels ? :"(

P.s. Thank you for all your 'gws' thing. I don't know why i feel somehow happy when people say that. It feels like as if they care :') i don't know whether they care about me or not but thank you again for those who have said gws to me :')

P.p.s. Some of my friends are way tooooooooo nice to me. They support me , the made me laugh.

P.p.p.s. Big thanks to my mom who has taken care of me.

:')

I know maybe some of you won't read compeletely this crappy post. Haha . Thats okay though