sorry , i was just being sensitive at that time .. haha
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Mar 13, 2012
dear march
sorry , i was just being sensitive at that time .. haha
Oct 22, 2011
vulnerable
Test has finally over but unfortunately, had anxiety attack today and it was just sooo torturing :( my hands were shaking like anything, my heart was boom-booming like the speed of light (huh?) And lastly , my mind stopped thinking. Ironically, that happened from the beginning of the test ( I mean once I see the paper) and it went till the end. I saw my friends were serious in doing their own work while me .. :(
When the test ended, I dragged sheila out of the class then I pathetically cried. I cried at the tk hall where nobody was there. Then novita passed by and asked what was wrong with me. We headed back to our class so that I could use novita's bb to text my mom that I won't be going home till 3. Unfortunately, as I reached the class, demmas was there. Never ever a guy sees me crying. That was just a shame. I tried to hide myself but it didn't work. Then ms esther came out of nowhere. Since novita and me were sitting in a corner (well, actually to hide her phone) , ms esther was like "handphone yaaaaa?". But then my sad face saved novita's handphone. At the same time, sr uday came and asked what happened. Then I was asked to rewrite the test. I said bo of course cause my mind was still somewhat blank. But then ms natasha asked me to have the test soo .. I did the test again. It was much better than the first one though at the beginning, the anxiety was still present. Then I thanked ms natasha, mr uday and ms esther for letting me to have a retest.
Ms esther told me " you're lucky to have friends like them. If sheila didn't tell us, we will never know about this" . Aaaa thank you sheila,novita! And demmas to for .. Idk. Whatever. Haha
As I reached home , called my mom and I tell her about that, she said that maybe its due to low blood pressure . Mom, seriously? I can't relate anxiety with that. Then mom asked me and my sis to picked her up at popo's house to go to salon! Then we all cream-bath-ing . Thanks mom!
I know this kind of anxiety thing is just soooooo stupid. But seriously, it was scary
When the test ended, I dragged sheila out of the class then I pathetically cried. I cried at the tk hall where nobody was there. Then novita passed by and asked what was wrong with me. We headed back to our class so that I could use novita's bb to text my mom that I won't be going home till 3. Unfortunately, as I reached the class, demmas was there. Never ever a guy sees me crying. That was just a shame. I tried to hide myself but it didn't work. Then ms esther came out of nowhere. Since novita and me were sitting in a corner (well, actually to hide her phone) , ms esther was like "handphone yaaaaa?". But then my sad face saved novita's handphone. At the same time, sr uday came and asked what happened. Then I was asked to rewrite the test. I said bo of course cause my mind was still somewhat blank. But then ms natasha asked me to have the test soo .. I did the test again. It was much better than the first one though at the beginning, the anxiety was still present. Then I thanked ms natasha, mr uday and ms esther for letting me to have a retest.
Ms esther told me " you're lucky to have friends like them. If sheila didn't tell us, we will never know about this" . Aaaa thank you sheila,novita! And demmas to for .. Idk. Whatever. Haha
As I reached home , called my mom and I tell her about that, she said that maybe its due to low blood pressure . Mom, seriously? I can't relate anxiety with that. Then mom asked me and my sis to picked her up at popo's house to go to salon! Then we all cream-bath-ing . Thanks mom!
I know this kind of anxiety thing is just soooooo stupid. But seriously, it was scary
Sep 20, 2011
some unimportant blahs
examens mensuels et revoir la liberté bonjour! (goodbye monthly tests and hello freedom). all my marks in this monthly test have improved .. well , except one .. :( and my general paper result is still pending. fingers crossed
okay, so i'm currently in a mood to blabber a little bit in my blog. first, i freaking hate being compared with someone else. and the worst thing is when you are compared with your closed ones. some people have been comparing me and my closed ones and .. they talked it at the back of me. pathetic much? i know i'm not as smart as that person and i'm also not as hardworking as that person too. but when somebody did that, i prefer to keep my mouth shut instead of commenting because .. hmmm i don't know . what should i do? :(
then , another thing is regarding to my admission. the enrolment is opening in october (which is about 10 more days!). and .. i have to do everything by myself. my dad said that i have to be independent. but come on ! independent in this kind of situation? i even called one of the schools by myself. and unfortunately, the person did not really understand my accent and she said 'can you please speak slower? because i don't understand' dang dang. somebody help me in this thingggg :'(
lastly, i hate it when someone started being crafty-ish (cunning) to get anything they want. semi-egoist and semi-cheater
gottagoo hubbub-ing (this is what i got from google translate from the english of 'galau' lol)
another update .. my dad has (finally) helped me by calling my auntie there (she's a teacher) . she told dad all the procedures.. very very complicating. but i'm kinda relieved too :)
okay, so i'm currently in a mood to blabber a little bit in my blog. first, i freaking hate being compared with someone else. and the worst thing is when you are compared with your closed ones. some people have been comparing me and my closed ones and .. they talked it at the back of me. pathetic much? i know i'm not as smart as that person and i'm also not as hardworking as that person too. but when somebody did that, i prefer to keep my mouth shut instead of commenting because .. hmmm i don't know . what should i do? :(
then , another thing is regarding to my admission. the enrolment is opening in october (which is about 10 more days!). and .. i have to do everything by myself. my dad said that i have to be independent. but come on ! independent in this kind of situation? i even called one of the schools by myself. and unfortunately, the person did not really understand my accent and she said 'can you please speak slower? because i don't understand' dang dang. somebody help me in this thingggg :'(
lastly, i hate it when someone started being crafty-ish (cunning) to get anything they want. semi-egoist and semi-cheater
gottagoo hubbub-ing (this is what i got from google translate from the english of 'galau' lol)
another update .. my dad has (finally) helped me by calling my auntie there (she's a teacher) . she told dad all the procedures.. very very complicating. but i'm kinda relieved too :)
Aug 12, 2011
dang . finally, my IGCSE result is out . my result is .. pretty good but quite unexpected. the subjects which i think i could get good has turned to the 'not good' ones while the subjects which i gave up already .. i don't know how i could get that good .. gahh .. i wish i was not sick while doing the igcse :(
and yeah , my first monthly test is pretty attrotious and pathetic . 3 teachers have come to me and asked what happened to me . i know i'm getting really careless these days . there's nothing more i can do but to work harder for my 2nd monthly test .
p.s. one of my friend recommended me this song called lighters by eminem , bruno mars and royce da 5'9. i like this song soo much ! download it here :)
p.s. one of the hardest week ever . EVER
and yeah , my first monthly test is pretty attrotious and pathetic . 3 teachers have come to me and asked what happened to me . i know i'm getting really careless these days . there's nothing more i can do but to work harder for my 2nd monthly test .
p.s. one of my friend recommended me this song called lighters by eminem , bruno mars and royce da 5'9. i like this song soo much ! download it here :)
p.s. one of the hardest week ever . EVER
May 7, 2011
emotionally abused
the graduation thing has done and i'm the only one who has not feel the moment , i haven't recieve my certeficate .. my marks are unworthy though .
some hours ago, i was crying again . oh man . i've tried sooooooooo hard not to cry but in the end .. its always like that ..
some hours ago, i was crying again . oh man . i've tried sooooooooo hard not to cry but in the end .. its always like that ..
May 6, 2011
It's been a while since my last post .. I'm currently writing this post via my ipad cause if i use my computer, my sister and brother may get the virus too
Ngehhh
I've been having lots of tough challenges this week . I got chicken pox . And guess what? Tommorow is my graduation .. This sucks man :( i was crying from the morning , even i'm still crying now too. I've always tried to be strong but this time, maaan this is just too saad :( at first i decided to make a record to make no cries in this year .. But in this week, i've cried three times . I know its really really lame, but i just can't stand this sadness
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
I think this is going to be a veryy long post
Pardon me before for getting too emotional .. Haha
Why should i get chicken pox at this kind of time? WHYYYYYYYYY!? Graduation is going to be my moment in life, which occurs once only. Well, there will be more graduation ahead but STILL. This graduation is different, the school, the atmosphere , teachers (ha, not all though) , and FRIENDS :'( omggg i miss them very veryyy muchh :"(. Actually this week is supposed to be my last high school week but due to this lame-asshole chicken pox , ... Arghhh.
I've been only in my room too. I can't go out (except to the toilet) and could you imagine, me staying in this freaking room ALONE for 5 days?? I feel so desperately isolated. I can't meet with people except my mom , my 2 mbas and granny . I have not meet my brother and sister for 5 days :'( they're sometimes annoying but i miss them now .
Actually in the beginning, my mom told me that there may be still a chance of me attending the graduation . Hearing that, i was highly motivated to get cured . I've done EVERYTHING . I drink all the freaking medicines , the super disgusting alang alang water, a galon of guava papaya juice everyday (well this one is pretty good actually), even the thickest coconut water (not the usual sweet one) . I have avoid eating unhealthy foods, i eat porridge everyday :"( . For the snacks, i can only eat small cakes and jelly.:"(
Then this morning, i think i've mentioned befor about myself crying. Ms Natasha called me today and told me that i should not come to the graduation. If you were me, how will you feel? Is it normal to cry about it? Even my mom cried too while she looked at me crying hopelessly. Never in my life i've cried like this before. Hearing what ms natasha's words made me even sicker, hopeless, dreamless .. She said i can't do anything about it . Sigh
What else can i do now? I can't do anything . I can't meet people too . Can you imagine how it feels ? :"(
P.s. Thank you for all your 'gws' thing. I don't know why i feel somehow happy when people say that. It feels like as if they care :') i don't know whether they care about me or not but thank you again for those who have said gws to me :')
P.p.s. Some of my friends are way tooooooooo nice to me. They support me , the made me laugh.
P.p.p.s. Big thanks to my mom who has taken care of me.
:')
I know maybe some of you won't read compeletely this crappy post. Haha . Thats okay though
Ngehhh
I've been having lots of tough challenges this week . I got chicken pox . And guess what? Tommorow is my graduation .. This sucks man :( i was crying from the morning , even i'm still crying now too. I've always tried to be strong but this time, maaan this is just too saad :( at first i decided to make a record to make no cries in this year .. But in this week, i've cried three times . I know its really really lame, but i just can't stand this sadness
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
I think this is going to be a veryy long post
Pardon me before for getting too emotional .. Haha
Why should i get chicken pox at this kind of time? WHYYYYYYYYY!? Graduation is going to be my moment in life, which occurs once only. Well, there will be more graduation ahead but STILL. This graduation is different, the school, the atmosphere , teachers (ha, not all though) , and FRIENDS :'( omggg i miss them very veryyy muchh :"(. Actually this week is supposed to be my last high school week but due to this lame-asshole chicken pox , ... Arghhh.
I've been only in my room too. I can't go out (except to the toilet) and could you imagine, me staying in this freaking room ALONE for 5 days?? I feel so desperately isolated. I can't meet with people except my mom , my 2 mbas and granny . I have not meet my brother and sister for 5 days :'( they're sometimes annoying but i miss them now .
Actually in the beginning, my mom told me that there may be still a chance of me attending the graduation . Hearing that, i was highly motivated to get cured . I've done EVERYTHING . I drink all the freaking medicines , the super disgusting alang alang water, a galon of guava papaya juice everyday (well this one is pretty good actually), even the thickest coconut water (not the usual sweet one) . I have avoid eating unhealthy foods, i eat porridge everyday :"( . For the snacks, i can only eat small cakes and jelly.:"(
Then this morning, i think i've mentioned befor about myself crying. Ms Natasha called me today and told me that i should not come to the graduation. If you were me, how will you feel? Is it normal to cry about it? Even my mom cried too while she looked at me crying hopelessly. Never in my life i've cried like this before. Hearing what ms natasha's words made me even sicker, hopeless, dreamless .. She said i can't do anything about it . Sigh
What else can i do now? I can't do anything . I can't meet people too . Can you imagine how it feels ? :"(
P.s. Thank you for all your 'gws' thing. I don't know why i feel somehow happy when people say that. It feels like as if they care :') i don't know whether they care about me or not but thank you again for those who have said gws to me :')
P.p.s. Some of my friends are way tooooooooo nice to me. They support me , the made me laugh.
P.p.p.s. Big thanks to my mom who has taken care of me.
:')
I know maybe some of you won't read compeletely this crappy post. Haha . Thats okay though
Jan 22, 2011
my new favourite blog , a blog about food :D. i've been really really interested in food since last year i don't know why .. haha ( fyi (<-?) , i've been cooking since i was in the fourth grade)
this blog is a blog about food (especially pastries) , plus food photography . the pictures from her blog are just sooo mouth-watering . visit her blog here :)
p.s. the pictures below are (of course) not mine . they're from the blog :)
what do you think ?
anyways, i did not go to school today . suddenly got fever and stomach ache ==" . again and again , i'm always sick when the test is about to start . what the hell does this mean? ckck . i slept almost the wholeeeee day . at first i did not tell my mom that i was not feeling well , but i don't know whether she has sixth sense or what , she asked me better to take rest . i'm feeling so much better now :)
and guess what ? my cousin has finally home :D . woooopieee ! actually she is supposed to return tommorow .. hmm . she's so lucky ! and today is her 17th birthday too ! :D :D
another shocking news about my choice of subject thing .. (why the hell i use the word 'news' lol) . i finally joinned art ! it has been soo many years not drawing . i used to love art and i think i fell in love with art again . i suck at art now -.- i think im going to get C/D/E/F . really , i've forgotten many things i've learned about art before . fyi , i'm taking art for the sake of my interest only . but wish me luck ppl ! >.<
another one ..
my classmate, earl is going to sydney for high school ! though we are not too close , but to me, he's one of my friend . i still remember that we used to escaped the sports day thing and ran away to our class to chill the AC lol . in 2009, we ran away with sheila,irvan and sharleen . in 2010 , we ran away again with sheila , dennise and lam . haha. i hope you still remember . good luck for your studies at sydney and don't forget me ! the farewell day was pretty ironic . i wrote some messages on his shirt then before going home, some of the classmates hugged me then i hugged him too. then during coaching , earl brought his parents to meet with ms esther . ms esther told us 'poor him . he got tears in his eyes' :(
ummm gottago . wanna watch tv :p
p.p.s. tommorow i'm going to CP to shop chinese new year apparels . yeyey
Jan 16, 2011
stay
school has been sooooooo great . out of my expectations though . :D i hope this goes on everyday
i'm currently reading (umm i mean i googled) about dangerous beaches in this world . i don't know why i'm just (somehow) curious about it (since reading about a box jellyfish accident thing on the plane).. i rarely go to beaches though . my dad doesn't really like to go to beach areas . the most threatened sea creature is (according to me) a jellyfish , especially box jellyfish .. mostly found in the coastal parts of queensland , brisbane . rebalses (not an animal, its like a sidden high tide/underthow) is also dangerous :/
okay enough with the sea thing .. haha
remember my december post about my mom's uncle and cancer thing ? he died two days ago . he's the closest brother of my granny . my granny cried like anything . i think my mom and her sisters cried too . RIP :(
just downloaded about 50++ songs . my itunes is currently flooding with new songs
here are some of my favourites :)
ke$ha - blow
this song is going to be her next single from cannibal . i don't really like the lyrics but the beat is really addictive :D
ke$ha - The Harold Song
this is somewhat similar to blind and dancing with tears in my eyes . like like (Y)
ke$ha - Crazy Beautiful Life
avril lavinge - what the hell
no comment . just awesome ! :D
BEP - someday
loveeeeeeee this :D . thouh fergie is absent in this song
MBLAQ - Stay
just sooo flawless :)
there are still other songs i sish to share but i'm in a hurry . toodles :D
(sorry if this post is sooo random)
i'm currently reading (umm i mean i googled) about dangerous beaches in this world . i don't know why i'm just (somehow) curious about it (since reading about a box jellyfish accident thing on the plane).. i rarely go to beaches though . my dad doesn't really like to go to beach areas . the most threatened sea creature is (according to me) a jellyfish , especially box jellyfish .. mostly found in the coastal parts of queensland , brisbane . rebalses (not an animal, its like a sidden high tide/underthow) is also dangerous :/
okay enough with the sea thing .. haha
remember my december post about my mom's uncle and cancer thing ? he died two days ago . he's the closest brother of my granny . my granny cried like anything . i think my mom and her sisters cried too . RIP :(
just downloaded about 50++ songs . my itunes is currently flooding with new songs
here are some of my favourites :)
ke$ha - blow
this song is going to be her next single from cannibal . i don't really like the lyrics but the beat is really addictive :D
ke$ha - The Harold Song
this is somewhat similar to blind and dancing with tears in my eyes . like like (Y)
ke$ha - Crazy Beautiful Life
avril lavinge - what the hell
no comment . just awesome ! :D
BEP - someday
loveeeeeeee this :D . thouh fergie is absent in this song
MBLAQ - Stay
just sooo flawless :)
there are still other songs i sish to share but i'm in a hurry . toodles :D
(sorry if this post is sooo random)
Jul 1, 2010
2 more lonely people, you and me
cause in the end no one loses or wins
the story begins again and again
with forgiveness and love
hellooooo people ~
it's the first day of july .. the month i don't really like .. but it doesn't mean i hate july :P
the day after tommorow i'm going to singapore .. for about 9 days T_____T
i want to spend more time here at jakarta .. and 2 more weeks school reopens
anw, my little cousin who is just 10 months old, Pheli . yes , that cutie kid
she's in the hospital now :'( DBD .. huhuhuhu
get well soooooon !! :""(
about yesterday
yesterday i went to gading with my sis , cii bet and hanie . we went there with the main aim to watch eclipse . hehehe. and luckilyyyy, we got the tickets :P . it was deadly crowded ! i arrived there at about 11 and the tickets for 11.45 and 12.45 were over . ckckck.
guess what people?
i've just finisehd reading some article thgy at IMDB and the ratings for eclipse is currently 3.2/10
pretty shocking!!
accoriding to mr , well this movie is kinda good. much better tahn eclipse. but i dunno why .. i can only rate it 6.7/10 .. hahaha. no offense to twilight fans !! too many kissing scenes >.< but the part i like the most is the action scene thing . hehehe . well, i can't spoil everthing here .. just watch ^^
oh oh not to forget . i freakin love this line said by jacob
i will fight for your love until your heart stops beating
i was like OMG .. if only i'm bella .. hahahaha!! just joking :P
as usual ate takos and heavenly blush .. met some people we recognize .
i dunno why i always meet peopleiknow at gading .. ckck
one of my cousin was having a date ytd :P
but unfortunatelly ..
*peeeeeeeeep*
anwwwwwwwwwwss
i'm kinda disappointed that portugal ..
ckckck
and also Gi Kwang .. omg .. his height is the same as mine -_______-
omg you are a boy and i'm a girl ..
you are so short
no offense
May 31, 2010
how do you feel when there is no hope?
lalalala~ ;p
Apr 16, 2010
heart mee :D
helloooooo readers (as if somebody reads my blog LOL)
are you all still reading my blog ? >.<
haha
sorry for late posts >.<
i've been really busy these days
my grandpa's sis came from medan two days ago :D
soso happy ~
ytd i was scolded by my fav teacher anw :'((
but then i apologized immediately n she told me to be the old me where i used to be sooooooooooo quiet
huhuhuhu
but something also made me wanna study hard
wish me luck all !! >.<
then .. something happened again last night ..
i was really disappointed hearing those words :'(
i can't believe you said that
huhuhuhuhu
but maybe it's not wrong anw ..
btww
thanksss to my besties for cheering me ^^
btw
do you all think that i'm tomboy n boyish ?
cuz my dad keeps on scolding me everyday because of thisss =="
i've planned to buy high heels so that i can practice to walk properly like a girl (at home)
btw btw
i made these looks todayyy :)
what do you think ?
are you all still reading my blog ? >.<
haha
sorry for late posts >.<
i've been really busy these days
my grandpa's sis came from medan two days ago :D
soso happy ~
ytd i was scolded by my fav teacher anw :'((
but then i apologized immediately n she told me to be the old me where i used to be sooooooooooo quiet
huhuhuhu
but something also made me wanna study hard
wish me luck all !! >.<
then .. something happened again last night ..
i was really disappointed hearing those words :'(
i can't believe you said that
huhuhuhuhu
but maybe it's not wrong anw ..
btww
thanksss to my besties for cheering me ^^
i loveeeeeee you all <33
btw
do you all think that i'm tomboy n boyish ?
cuz my dad keeps on scolding me everyday because of thisss =="
i've planned to buy high heels so that i can practice to walk properly like a girl (at home)
btw btw
i made these looks todayyy :)
what do you think ?
xoxoxxoox
Apr 9, 2010
falling U :)
helloooooooooooooooo helo
sorry for late posts >.<
i've been really really busy !
tests r just ovahh to day anw
currently afraid of the results of : chemistry , maths , both english :/
omg omg
sososo scared ><
btw btw
i went to mangdu today with my momma *finally!!*
i bought cloth, ribbons, clips, etc etc . all the things to make ribbons and headband for BooBoo Shop :)
peopleee , BooBoo will release new collection next month !
;)
there will be cute ribbons and headbands
well, i has just knew that the prices for satin cloth and ribbons are kinda expensiiiveee :/
mom bought me lots of pants
i bought my sis lotsa lotsa kpop cd and dvd :D
Run Devil Run , Master of Study , and many moreee
ahhahaha
last week i also bought ..
omg omg i loveeeeee love their album sososoo much !
and the book is very" big :D
i bought at kpop connection at TA . the person there told that i'm lucky cuz it's the only stock
0.o
i was like .. what ? only one ?
my sis told me that the stock at kpop conenction is super duper limited . @ fb , 5 mins after kpop c uploaded any new product , then .. SOLD OUT in just 5 mins after they upload the photo !
OMGGGGGGGG
ckckck
btw do you know the leader of T-ara ?
yess!! its Ji Yeoonnn !! hahahha
i love her soo muchhh :D
*but only as a fan LOL*
i ♥ her style :D
sorry for late posts >.<
i've been really really busy !
tests r just ovahh to day anw
currently afraid of the results of : chemistry , maths , both english :/
omg omg
sososo scared ><
btw btw
i went to mangdu today with my momma *finally!!*
i bought cloth, ribbons, clips, etc etc . all the things to make ribbons and headband for BooBoo Shop :)
peopleee , BooBoo will release new collection next month !
;)
there will be cute ribbons and headbands
well, i has just knew that the prices for satin cloth and ribbons are kinda expensiiiveee :/
mom bought me lots of pants
i bought my sis lotsa lotsa kpop cd and dvd :D
Run Devil Run , Master of Study , and many moreee
ahhahaha
last week i also bought ..
back cover ..
and the book is very" big :D
i bought at kpop connection at TA . the person there told that i'm lucky cuz it's the only stock
0.o
i was like .. what ? only one ?
my sis told me that the stock at kpop conenction is super duper limited . @ fb , 5 mins after kpop c uploaded any new product , then .. SOLD OUT in just 5 mins after they upload the photo !
OMGGGGGGGG
ckckck
btw do you know the leader of T-ara ?
yess!! its Ji Yeoonnn !! hahahha
i love her soo muchhh :D
*but only as a fan LOL*
i ♥ her style :D
lalala ~
i dunno why i'm so happy today ^.^
lalalallalala~
i played audition again today .
i has been a very long time .. miss audit !!
i played Oh! and Show3 of SNSD .. so hard !! -_-
errrrrrrrr
there are so many things happened today at school
actually , the photoshoot of the class is supposde to be today but i duno why it is postponed .. ckck
dennise was really sexaaaay todayy
hahahhaha
she's actually beautiful u know , though sometimes she's disgusting
hahaha no offence dennise !! but really , you r actuaaly beautifuuuuul ;)
most ppl in this world only judge ppl by it's physical appearace
but i think it's just the same when you r beautiful or handsome but ur heart is bad
i'd racther be friends with someone having bad bad appearance but have a good inner :)
you all know what i mean right ?
btww , today one of my friend told me that i'm handsome
omggggggggggggggg
do i really look like a boy ?
LOL
i wonder what will happen if i were a boy
hahahaha
;)
btw agaaaaaaaaaaain
do you know the popular proverb from Julius Caesarr ?
"cowards die many times before their death , but brave one only die one time"
- Julius Caesar , act 2 scene 2
lolllllllllllllll i love this proverb soo much XD
^^
what do you think of it ?
awkayy last but not leastt
R.I.P to my cousin's grandpa!!
:((((
i was realy shocked to hear that the operation fails
:'(((
gotta go all
byebyeee
Mar 28, 2010
are you afraid ? :)
finallyyyyyyyyy it's 28 of March alreadyy
today was my grndma's bday @ Table8 (Mulia Hotel)
plenty of people who I do not want to see , but it doesn't matter at all
hahaha
lotsa western ppl there :P (you know what i mean,right?)
today i wore a strapless dress
kinda frustating but i used several methods to make sure that everyhing is going to be ok if i wear strapless dress :P
i ate a looooooooot today , the food was kinda nice :9
sorry no picta for today
i really forgot to take some pictures
hahaha
anyway ..
the conspiracy has further developed again
even that person's close friends have joinned too (wew ..)
i also can't believe you said that behind your close friends .. ckck
btw
for : the person who felt
now i knew everything already
well , i already knew a long time
ckckck
i never made any problems with you , i rarely talk to you
but WHY you keep on talking about me behind my back ?
nice !
ha-ha .
you told others that i'm the reason why you are sad that i've betrayed you , blah blah blah
i never ever betray you !
no wonder she hates you before
you always think like blahblahblah
think before you talk
i have so many proofs and sources
hope you know who you are
Mar 27, 2010
conspiracy ♥
Julius Caesar ROCKS ppl !
hahaha
it inspires 9A to make a conspiracy too ;)
i love love loooooovee 9A ♥
a very funny class
lotsa supportive friends
ytd chatted with the conspirators till almost midnight .
too bad i have to leave first ytd *sighsss*
the conspiracy has developed A LOT anyways
lotsa conspirators too ;)
btw i got a good song
(click to download)
i love that song so much :D
*change topic*
2 days ago ,i watched Hachiko
a very very saaaaaaaaaaad movie :'(
my sis n me cried watching thisss T__T
so saad
hachiko is sooo loyal
i miss my doggy , Chikii .
but Chikii has gone already T_T
huhuhu
since that day , my mom dun allow me to hav dogs agaiin .
TTYL
bye
Mar 8, 2010
Feb 28, 2010
being busy is part of my life , so what ?
today i spent almost the whole day to do geo hw
=="
i've been doing the hw since yesterday , but it's toooo much n i need 2 days 2 done it :(
maigottttt
ytd went to PJ with my fam just to eat
at first my dad wants to go to muara karang but then he changed his mind then he decided to go to PJ
yeyyy !! :D
i was so happy ..
i ate
we ate at ... umm i dun remember whats the name .. the new name for penang village ..
whatever
while we were eating , my dad told us that there was an eartquake at Chileee !! i was really" shocked mannss @_@
the earthquake caused tsunamis at Japan , Philipines n Australiaa !! so scaryyy .. the earthquake was 8.8 SR . pretty dangerouss .. i mean VERY dangerouss o.0
after we ate , we went to Stroberi Accessory shop .. (it's the only accessory shop at PJ ;P )
my mom want to buy this..
then i bought
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" and "fashion victim"
so meee
wkwkwk LOL :P
and alsoo ..
this one is super duper cheap :D
< my maid asked where to buy this n the price .. i really pity her ><
i immidiately call my mom n told her bout this .. she said she's going to buy accessories to each of our maid :') >
and ..
i love these ♥ :D
ytd i wore very very very simply
very very simple t shirt rite ? actually my mom didn't allow me to wear this t shirt ;)
my mom aslo didn't allow me to wear my fav flip flop
she forced me to wear her G♥SH pinky flip flop with 4 cm heels =="
but i have no other choice .. LOL
my bro is now suffering from his alergy .. i really" pity him :(
all his body including his face have red (bentol" gt d)
he's not allowed to eat anything ! except vegetables , fruits , pork only !
:((
get well soooooooon broo :(
2moro .. is school AGAINN !
urgggghh
i want more holidays =="
when i was asking one of my friend about the comp's portion , we were really confused which one is the portion
when i asked A . he said ch 19-21 . he said he has asked B and C . but when i asked my other friend , D said only ch 21 . i asked D from whom did he know .. D said E . E is D's crush ;)
but E is also one of my best friend
then i told A that the portion is only ch21
but A said .. "B and C told me not to trust E anymore because of the last month's portion misunderstood thgy"
i was really" shocked to hear that !
why everyone blamed E ? it's just unfair .. =="
i think it's not E's fault at ALL
B and C are smart ppl from my class
n i am still shocked they said that .. ckck
btw (again)
now i knew already how one of my friend felt towards him .. (keki gt d)
i don't hate him but if this keep on going on again n again .. i'm going to hate him for sure !
gottago
byebye ♥
Feb 25, 2010
in those 3 words to save my life
these are the movies that i want to watch sooo bad bad badly >< ♥
today is finnaly the last day of school .. yeyy! umm i mean not the last day but .. 2moro is holiday ppl ! sososo damn happy :D ♥
hehe
guess what ? i passed my physics !!
.. just passed . actually .. huuuuft
ahahaha. i thought i'm going to fail cuz i was unable to do it =.=
i mau think i was extremely pessimist in the beginning but please please understand how it feels when you can't do something n you afraid of failing . i mean i think it's normal to be afraid at the first time .
lalla
forget it
i'm going to work harder next time
just wish me luck ppl ! :p
today wasssss ..
uhmm ..
funny i guess
haahha
especially during the PCB period.
my chem teacher was not present so group 3 was divided to two
me,vne,sil and ninna from group 3 went to bio pcb :)
o oh oh ! richard alsoo ! hahaha . i almost forget to mention that wise man's name. wkwk
the bio pcb was like a fruit party ..
had so much fun there !
my friends r so funny :D
especially richard .. he used knife to cut oranges ! ahahahahahahhahahaha .. ppl used to peel the skin of the oranges but he? hahahahahahah . he ate about 3 oranges .. wkkwk. he said he rarely eat oranges . so he ate those oranges like he never eat oranges before .. ckck . he almost chop adrian's head while he was carrying knife to cut an apple .. hahahahah. me , vne , ndre n albert laughed soooooo hard
wwkwkwkw
then when he ate the apple .. adrian / anderson told me that he also ate the seeds ! anysense man .
so i told richard that if he eats the seeds , the seeds will grow into plant in his stomach ..
then he believed me just like that n said ANJRIIIIIIIIIIT n then he ran away
omg so funny . wkwkwkwkwkk.
today's coaching was extremely sleepy ..
first time !
hmm .. but ms.esther's story was amazing as usual
did you know that all humans hv 6th sense?
yes it's true !! :D . ms.esther said that
hahaha
she also told us that the principal hv it well ! woww
many taahers actually have it .. but i can't mention their names here ;)
now i know the reasons why teachers know who is dating who , the probs of each student , etc etc
so be careful ppl !
i still remember 2 weeks ago
a day before i went to the saloon .. i said that the lights will be off .. n it's right !! maigot .. the lights at that saloon were really off. hahahha. my mom n my sis was like how can you do that ? . n i was just .. i dunno 0.o
btww
my sis is in demand for this comp
soo
bye ~ :)
p.s.
MY CARR WAS CRASHED BY A MOTORCYCLE .. ! DAMN IT . MY CARRRRRRRRRRR T_T
Feb 5, 2010
undisclosed desires
helloooo ppl !
long time no bloggg againn
hehe
just finished the monthly tests anyway :DD
btw in this morning , my mom told me that one of my dad's worker DIED
yes
he
died
:'(((
i cried 0.0000000000000001 % in the morning
at school!
DAMNNNITT
i rarely cry you knoww
hahaha
but what to do anymore ..
he has worked wiff my dad for 16 years :(
losing someone far is really" sad .. what will i do when i lose some one who is precious to me? loke my fam , friends , etc ><
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currently reading this book
it's really nice !
you all have to read it :D
2moro maybe gonna go to empo with some of my friends but i'm not sure yet . hahaha
ohh
this morning joked around with dennise and vne
dennise said that she is afraid of clowns!
one day at GI .. she shouted "AMAAAAAAAAAAAAMAMIIIIIIIIIIIII" cuz she was chased by a clown
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
she's damn funny !
it's good to have her as a friend actually
but sometimes she's so .....
*peeeeeeeep*
you all knew it already :K
:)))
dunno wat to write
lalalla~
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